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Angels Chakras Demons Metaphysical Shadow Work

7 Demons

Angels on the Left, Demons on the Right

The Hemispheres of our brain are differentiated by various aspects of our personality, personal reality. Our ability to move our limbs is controlled by the opposite side of the body. The Left side of the Brain controls your right arm and leg. The Right side of the Brain controls your left arm and leg. Our Left/Right Hemispheres also communicate back and forth through our Frontal Lobe to delegate decisions and maintain aspects of our character. The lens we perceive ourselves is an extension of our environment and is fed by how active the hemispheres are separately and functioning together as a unit.

Right Hemisphere
      • Left Hand Control
      • Expressing emotions
      • Awareness of space
      • Creativity (heARTwork)
      • Music (attunements)
      • Imagination
      • Dimension
      • Solving problems as a whole — holistic thinking mode — Inner Angel

When we are living in our Right Hemisphere, we are emotionally intelligent, creative, imaginative, playful, nurturing, experiencing moments while in a non-linear fashion. We are living as our Feminine and Divine Inner Angel. 

Left Hemisphere
      • Right Hand control
      • Writing
      • Language
      • Mathematics
      • Science
      • Lists
      • Analytics/Logic
      • Solve problems step by stem — Linear thinking mode — Inner Critic (Demon)

When we are living in our Left Hemisphere we are in analytical hyperdrive, linear thinking takes over and we become tasks oriented. When we are making critical decisions, we are activating our Masculinized Inner Critic.

To Fly or Fall

Angels fly and Demons fall. Yet, they are both Angels after all. Think of the analogy of having an Angel on your left shoulder and a Demon on your right. They speak to you in accordance with what you speak to yourself and they send messages to give or take power over your decisions, reactions and energetic levels. If we are listening to our Angels we can real-eyes we hold the creative potential to defy any dark thought, trauma or toxin we may be exposing ourselves to. You can defy your Demons.

If you quit feeding the snake, the snake dies. Both halves of our mind are hungry for attention, our thoughts feed one or the other and in turn they give us feedback. The feedback is the inner chatter from either Spirit (Angel) or Ego (Demon). Our Ego is the role we play to give as a performance and we are very very critical of our performance (Inner Critic). Our Spirit seeks to play, loves humor and holds potential to channels messages from higher dimensions (Inner Child). Our Inner Child is our Angel and our Inner Critic is our Ego.

Messengers

Originating from the Greek word Aggelos meaning “messenger,” Angels serve as a symbol for the presence of Spirit, and Spirit is LOVE. Angels whisper to us in numbers and waves of light, offering us messages of faith in how the fabric of the universe is be-in-g weaved. They also representing devotion, trust, hope and love.

Meddlers

Demons  serve as a symbol for a malevolent spirit practicing reversed morality. They speak to you in ways to take your power away so that your light can be fed off of and dimmed. Like a parasite they invade our bodies promoting toxic thoughts and negative patterns feeding dis-eases.

Our Inner Demons have names and once we learn those names, they lose power over us. Different names for them include;

      • Fear
      • Guilt
      • Shame
      • Grief
      • Lies
      • Illusion
      • Attachment

Different organs pertain to different energy centers of the body known as Chakras and different Chakras can collect Demons. Each of the 7 Major Chakras has a Demon and that Demon can cause dis-ease and malfunction. Each Chakra also has Birth Rights and these Birth Rights we will symbolize as Angels. By believing in our Birth Right we can overcome any of the 7 Demons — our Birth Rights to Light.

Our Birth Rights are what I will refer to as the 7 Inner Angels; positive affirmations you can say to overcome the power play within and get the stagnant stuck dark energies into motion and cleared from your field;

      • “I have…” — overcoming Fear
      • “I feel…” — releasing Guilt
      • “I act…” — denoting Shame
      • “I love…” — resolving Grief
      •  “I speak and am heard…” — finding Inner Truth
      •  “I see…” — breaking free from Illusion
      •  “I know…” — detach from Attachment
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3D Metaphysical Shadow Work

Shadow Self

What Lies on the Dark Side of the Ego?

We are beings of light, color, sound and love. Our physical bodies radiate and integrate different frequencies of light. Thus, we receive light in many forms. When we are in alignment with our Spirit, we feel as if our cup is overflowing. We notice we have healthy boundaries set, our relationships are improving, our creativity is free-flowing and we feel charged and energized rather than repressed or depressed. However, our light casts a shadow, and when ignored can allow complications with communication, compassion and coherence. We call this our Shadow Self, and it is the dark side of our Ego — our need for speed to survive in the 3D. Our shadow self represents our misalignments with Spirit. In this article, I will refer to our misalignments as the pieces of our personality we cannot directly see, the parts of us we have disowned.

Our Shadow Self is the parts of your personal reality you are keeping in the shadows, rather than shedding light on them. These parts are parts we may find dislike in while interacting with others. These pieces are the pieces of ourselves we are refusing to take ownership for. Whether it be passive aggressive tendencies, anger, rudeness, pride… when we butt heads with an idea about how someone else is acting, or we butt heads with others because we see something we do not like or what to see reflected back to us, it is really your own inner plane reflecting back to you that which you may shed more light on. By shedding light on it, recognizing it’s a projection of your shadow onto others we can do the inner work to alleviate any suffering or attachment to that part of our shadow.

 

By disowning parts of ourselves, these parts within turn against us. We may do or say things we later regret because we would not normally do them. We may transmit negative energy to others close to us and attempt to project ownership to others for our primitive and negative impulses such as desiring to gain more power leading to greed, egotism, envy and fits of anger.

In order to find alignment, awareness is guided to our misalignments. When we are suppressing our shadow self, it has a tendency to want to be projected and brought to light. You may be at work and a co-worker is performing a task in a way that comes off as passive aggressive. This tendency gets under your skin, so much so, you passive aggressively address it with them. Now, is their behavior truly passive aggressive? Or are you projected that reality onto them because your shadow self is being stuffed down and ignored?

Our personality and the roles we play day to day are called our Ego. Our Ego brings to attention, anything that may help or harm our ability to survive this doggy dog world. Our Ego will hide parts of itself it does not want to let go of, old programming that has served us and helped us to get to where we at.  When therapy is begun, the Shadow Self is typically the first on the checklist.  We also have a Higher Self and our Higher Self helps guide us through these shadows by shedding light on them.  Our Higher Self may be accessed through spiritual practices like; Meditation, Yoga, Breath-work, Crystal healing, Sound healing, Prayer, Visualizations, Journaling and so on and so forth.

Journaling is an excellent way to have a dialogue between your Higher Self and Shadow Self. When we feel spells of low self esteem and depression, we are being dragged down into the depths of ourselves to focus on our Shadows before resurfacing.

Collective Shadow

And similar styles of tapping into the quantum field, cosmic mind and your highest and most best good. Our Ego is worried about 3D finite and tangible things. Once we do spiritual work to dissolve our Ego and re-write our story, we find that our higher self has been a spiritual guide for us all along helping guide us back to our spiritual path in healing and happiness. For as humans, we are more than flesh encapsulated egos — we are part of a collective consciousness of the cosmic mind and we have been given opportunities on our journey here is to re-member.

Shadow Work

Practicing ignorance of our shadow self can harm our relationships with ourselves, partners, family members and dear friends. It can also negatively impact our professional relationships and our abilities to be sovereign and self-leading. What we deny in ourselves, we see reflected back to us from others as a projection. Our shadow is a defense mechanism for our ego, it is a shield to protect our masks (how we perceive ourselves).

Working with our shadow allows us to dive into psychological projections of ourselves onto others by bringing the disowned parts of ourselves into direct light (awareness). We begin by recognizing our behavior, how we view ourselves and parts of ourselves it is time to own and connect to. It is a way of finding our authentic self by relinquishing the false identity we have built for ourselves to hide behind.

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Metaphysical Rei-Ki Soul-Full

We are all the Christ-al

Christ Consciousness

What’s the point to everything? Is there a point to anything? This question seems arbitrary once ONE realizes, it’s all a crystal (Christ-al). A Christ-al weaving the cosmic web of innate connections. Spanning across all dimensions and forming the foundation for threads of choices and events marked by what we perceive as time. Divided by a concept we perceive as space.

Is time relative? What is time relative to? Is everything then relative to time? Well again, this seems arbitrary once one realizes it is neither relative or unrelated, it is the union of both as we use analytical mindsets to box up the Christ-al and say it is only best understood by deductive reasoning.

Without logic is feeling, with feeling is healing. You cannot logically fathom our connection with the universe, with the spirit, the Christ-al… you can only Feel it once you close your eyes. Faith only may happen without seeing, falling into the unknown willingly to trust in the unfolding of the universe. As the flowers in spring bloom, we each have our own roles to play in the game of Life.

You are the spirit, the same spirit flowing within flows without. We are each the same spirit, playing a game of hide and go seek with itself, pretending like it doesn’t remember the spirit created this game in the first place. We are the Christ-al spirit expressing itself as a human for a little while. To utterly love the idea of love and using the innate humor to allow healing laughter. For we are ignorant to think we are disconnected, we are separate, not a part of the same whole. We are ignorant to think the Spirit doesn’t have humor.

The illusory aspect of life is rooted in our own ignorance to the connections and stems from the assumption that ALL of thIS not an intricate cosmic web, all points thread together as reflections of the light emanating from Christ-al. Everything’s the point and yet nothing is the point. The whole point is to connect the points; a point may be a sharp edge or… a period in a sentence, a place in space, a pause between thoughts… Being the Christ-al allows you the space and time to accept you are THE cosmos.

When we question the world around us, we question ourselves. We are the world around us as much as we are a whole world within. So what’s the point in leaving the point you’re in for another point when they’re is no disconnect, all points are already connected in the first place? What’s the point in being anything other than present in this moment, the only one there is?

Wherever we manifest the illusion of our “problems,” we give those thoughts life and we create those problems, they didn’t exist before our perception of them. And how do you know it’s a problem in the first place that needs to be solved or fixed? Our ignorance perpetuates through our egos as the tendency to overlook the possibility, we are exactly where we are because we are exactly where we need to be. As Lao Tzu quoted, The Sage does not hurry yet all is accomplished.

Patience takes patience to learn, inherently we have anxiety. This anxiety arises from the fear that one of the opposites will cancel out the other one. Yet, Order arises from Chaos, Crisis must occur for change to follow, the fluidity of life undergoes intereference when try to control the crest and trough of the wave or when the wave hits, rather than understanding you are the wave and if you go with the flow then it is the path of least resistance.

When identifying a problem in order to look for the solution, we go through series of analytical approaches and questions, we look to arrive at an answer through a series of as logical soliloquy’s. (Log/os= Greek for “reason”) We use our words to describe indescribable things and we use our words to say what we think people want to hear, rarely do we ever share the raw inexplicable reality of honesty, with self or other.

When a word is used to describe something, it’s spelling casts a spell. When a spell is cast, it has a price to pay for both the one giving and receiving, for… even the road to hell is paved with good intentions. And…even witches may be bewitched by their own words. We pay a price for the spelling of words and our actions can shed light on or contradict everything we ever enchanted or spellbound on OurSelves and others.

Using words and their spelling to feel superior whilst also perceiving self/other as inferior as we spend our mortal lives breaking free from the consequences of our actions by saying the other is responsible. We are the victims of the world, not creators, not heroes. We plug into this societal matrix of you’re empty and not whole, so you must consume stuff or feel empty. As we consumer rather than create, the emptiness grows because feeding the symptom is not healing the cause. And if we don’t have enough, well then fuck… we’re a victim to society’s praying of the weak and unfortunate because we are less than.

These re-actions fuel the idea of being a victim rather than also being the antagonist and hero in our stories. Spells are cast to change how we want to BE, binding ourselves wITh words as chains and boxes. Then break free once we REALize we deserved this freedom from these bonds all along, we are in charge of our Destination Destiny. Then one day, something shifts… we wake up in an illusion of feeling “less than,” driving us to then curse OurSelves as a means to punish and dis-sociate by forging more chains in our heart-fire… and building different boxes to sabotage self. Feeling naked we then go on to repackAGE our mind as a skin encapsulated ego— and the wheel turns, and the wheel turns, and we are all bound to the wheel.

Let’s use the sleep-wake cycle as an example of the nature of waking up spiritually.
When we go to sleep, we must always wake up in order to go back to sleep, go back to sleep in order to wake up. Yet, when we wake up we still may be sleeping in a spiritual sense.
When we become en-light-ened we wake up to our own ignor-ance and sometimes we may go back to sleep when the light gets dim or our minds and spirits feel dark and heavy again. We will then wake up again once we REALize this ignor-ance has de-natured our minds through some crisis. Through crisis we change, we do or DiE, and its ironic our ego actually dies in order for us to be reborn.
This PRO-cess allows cycles of insanity of being spiritually asleep to envelope and de-nature our minds in order to only be INserted back to nature by nurturing OURself by nature ITself.

When we wake up as Empaths, feeling more like Ourselves, some of us start feeling what it feels to be the Other. Being an empath is about innately activating your ability to pierce the veil, it is not an egotistical box to be limited by or differentiated from; you are One, the Immortal God, and the health our OurSelves depends on the wealth of health withIN and withOUT both Us and Other. Feeling the feelings of Other is not something that can be solved because it’s the SOULotion.

To see, is to know what it felt like when you were at once blind. To BE means you understand there are polarity to being, one or other, and you have also been DEceiving by only BE-IN-G one and not the other. You cannot BE anything within the dual-IT-y, you ARE the IT. Anxiety stems from the fear that ONE of these opposites WILL CANCEL out the OTHER. To be AT-ease is to overcome DIS-ease. In order to see the light, you must also have seen the dark. But Do we really see the dark or are we seeing the absence of light?

A being of light and love is also to be a being of shadows and hate, for it is both the presence of light and the interference, which is what allows the apparition of a shadow in the first place.
As we become en-light-ened we see this shadow in Self before we see it in Other, and we choose to hide it in the niche between light and dark, the gray of the shadows, in order to not be judged or dis-sociated.

As Egos we play dress up with consuming whilst coalescing as masks and play our roles for all to see. As Shakespeare said, The whole world is a stage, so when yourself or other come along and present as naked, it can be rather attractive and raw.
Yet, is the naked and rawness of it, not itself, a facade?

To go to the depths of digging into the mud for the lotus in order to help it make its way OUT IN nature, is to choose to dive into uncharted waters, to silently cut away at the SELF behind the clay workings and spellbound nature of the mask, to decipher the world between the worLds — the playwriting of the script and to say the LotUS cannot do it AL-ONE. The journey as an innate healer is we choose to allow space for growth, to accept both self and other, because we are ONE. When I judge you, I judge myself, and when you feel lost and dis-connect-ed, it is because we choose to not connect in the first place. You are the ONE, the immortal god, not merely a ghost in a machine. There is no mirror if no ONE is there to look back at it. The reflection is the whole purpose of the mirror. And the whole purpose of Self is to as-simulate with Other. So when you left to go find your Higher self, did you leave your lower selves behind? To say one is higher is to say there is a separation in the first place, one high, one low, more than one self, rather than ONESELF.

There is no smoke cast over the mirrors, only fire, air, water, earth and metal from which all illusions arise from. The ghost in the machine wants you to feel disconnected, from mINdfulness of the intricacies of the webs we weave as BE-IN-G-OD. We are more than skin encapsulated egos and anytime we feel like we may be “more than,” we form ways to punish OurSelves thinking were not worthy and choose pain over pleasure. We are angels and demons, and when our angel feels DE-cieved by the demons, the dark passengers hiding in the shadows withIN want to make themselves known withOUT and coax us to do unspeakable things in the name of finding love for OurSelf because we cannot trust Others. What about Other can we not trust? Are we here to attach to nature or to detach from socIety?

Are we not also here to find it within our heart, our bridge between matter and spirit? Because in order to love self, we begin by practicing loving other. And one form of love a healer accepts, is sacrifice. Even healers need healers, even heroes need heroes. Sacrifice to me is, giving as receiving. When you give you receive, when you sacrifice you give for the sake of giving, for the sake of loving. Loving partially, without abandoning anyone. Loving unconditionally. Unconditional love is to love beyond conditions, to irrevocably understand the innate connections with all and understand if we conditionally love someone else, we are only selectively loving ourself.

How do we love beyond conditions? How do we choose to love both ourself and other wholeheartedly and free of judgement? We re-member why we are here. We are here TO LOVE. We are here to re-member Rei-Ki.