Finding Your Authentic Self


What is the Thing we call the “Self?” Is it something we can see and touch? No, it is a non-tangible figmented part of your personality you have fabricated as a means to interact with Society. What is it you mean when you say the noun “I?” Referring to yourself as “I” seems to add a separation between Self and Other. When there is a separation of Oneness, the divide creates a dis-polar reality. How do we find polarity? We go within our Self to find the Oneness; the Union of our Soul with our Authentic Self.

So, is the Self culturally created or authentically expressed? Or both? Neither? The answer to this is subjective. Yet the Subjective viewer may make objective changes in the physical world around them. Would you like to express yourself as the Authentic Self? For many of us this will involve a re-programming and uprooting of the connection to the  Culturally Conditioned version of your Self versus connection to the Oneness that is.

Society has conditioned you. It has invested time and resources in influencing you, to tell you whom you need to be. To fit into the puzzle of what is tangibly real and holds value. Right now in this moment, I am asking you… would you like to re-write the story of your Self. To purge parts of yourself no longer serving your highest and best good in order to become who you were born to be? One way to meet and greet the Authentic Self is through receiving and giving Usui Holy Fire Reiki.


What do I mean by culturally created? I mean the Ego, the altered reality we wear out in our day to day experiences and activated for activities. This reality of Self we identify as a persona, a mask, to hide the quaking mess of our pure chaos and magic.

The Ego is a culturally created 3D depiction of who you think you should be, rather than who you are destined and born to be. The Ego was created to take your magic away, to make you feel competitive in the superiority/inferiority complex of survival and superficiality. The Authentic Self is channeled to re-mind you, you are magic, you are love and you are PURE.

Our Culture operates off of communication and symbols. We communicate with Nature, Self and Other with the use of symbols and the meaning we have tied to them. One of these symbols is Money. Money does not exists, it represents what you can buy with it. Once it’s spent, the energy is transferred.

Our 3D Culture operates off of Money, our attachment to Money

Everything is energy

All energy has the potential to be Love

Love is the fuel for the Fire of Creation

Our Authentic Self is calling to us to harness our creative potential, to call into ourselves Self Love and Authentic expression of our Soul.


What does it mean to be authentic?

I AM my Authentic Self

Fire alchemizes Fear, it helps you break free of the creative chains you have bound yourself in. These chains are built of excuses, doubt, disbelief in your own magic, fear of feeling, fear of healing. It’s time to free yourself by Fire, and not just any fire, Holy Fire Reiki. Holy Fire Reiki burns through the Ego, calling in rebirth from the Ashes for your Authentic Self to arise.



Angel Number 1221


What defines a number? It is a symbol to represent a certain amount or quantity. It is a system of identification through use of symbols. The beauty about numbers is… they are perfect and they can cross dimensions. Numbers exist outside of our 3D reality. Sacred geometry exists in the 6th dimension and higher dimensional beings may use both numbers and sacred geometry as a means to communicate with us in the physical world.

Do you have a favorite, good luck or ideal number that when you see it, it rings with significance for you? Numbers represent a quantity and sometimes rings with a deep meaning for you. It may be your favorite jersey number, athletes number, birthdate… regardless of the number and the meaning behind why we see it, we all know Numbers are perfect, they exist outside of the physical dimension and thus, connect us to All that Is.

So, do we live in a perfect universe? Depends on our meaning behind the word perfect. Perfect may be both subjective and objective. We give subjective meaning to objective things. When we use numbers to give meaning, they hold keys to understanding patterns, algorithms and relative time.

Yet, what do seeing patterns of numbers truly mean? Have you ever seen patterns of numbers on specific days? Sequences like 12:12, 12:21 or 11:11? These numbers are referred to as Angel Numbers and are a message from our Angels about our soul’s path and journey.

Symbols hold meaning because we as the viewer, give them meaning in response to us perceiving them. We call this, the meaning response. The meaning response can be in regards to any experience we have and how we choose to respond to it.

Let’s Break it Down

Angel Number 10

  • Number 1 symbolizes new beginnings, uniqueness, new progress and intuition
  • Number 0 represents eternity, spirituality and universal energies of your personal reality

Together our Angels are guiding us to empower ourselves as spiritual leaders by taking charge of our independence with confidence in creating our own Desired Destiny 

Angel Number 11

Referred to as Teacher, this number can teach us how to lead spiritually enriched lives. It is a reminder we have big work to do here in relieving karmic debt as the Number 11 is also called the Master Number.

Angel Number 1011

Together with 3 ones, the power goes to us to real-eyes we create our own realities. It is a reminder our Angels are here to help us grow and fulfill our life’s purpose. By speaking to yourself positive “I AM…” affirmations, you are allowing a creative space to take charge of your spirituality. 

Angel Number 1111

Consider this a wake-up call to subconscious programming causing negativity. Seeing this number is a sign from the Angels to begin thinking more positively and devote more time to spiritual practice. 

11:11 is also associated with Archangel Metatron (Metatron’s Cube) and could mean he is delivering a message to check in with your current state of feelings and thoughts. Understand you are in charge of your current state and you have to power to create. 

Angel Number 12

  • Number 1 represents intuition, uniqueness, new beginnings and new progresses
  • Number 2 symbolizes flexibility in diplomacy and partnership as well as duality and sacrifice.

This is a message to find alignment in embarking on your soul’s mission and divine right to light here on Earth. We each are born with the free will and we have the capacity to will into existence anything we desire. Find your why and understand your mission.  




Soul Contracts

Soul Contract

Are our lives in our own hands? Or are we victims and strangers to what unfolds in our lives? I believe we contract ourselves to live through lessons and it’s our soul’s purpose to learn those lessons in order to become enlightened and ascend. I believe we each have soul contracts for this lifetime with ourself and we hold contracts with other souls to help us learn some of those lessons. It is on us to re-member.

Our soul contracts as records of each lifetime imprinted. Some of us have souls which originate from Earth, some of us do not. Regardelss of how many times our individual souls have been reborn (which is indefinitely), our records are eternally ethereal. Eternal because they exist beyond linear time and ethereal because it is everywhere all at once and yet no-where at the same time.

Our contracts with others and our awareness of them allows for so much healing to occur when sought out. Our relationships with other teach us about ourselves and ultimately, when we heal ourselves of a wound we heal that wound for all those that come before and after us as we heal outside of linear time when dealing with the Akasha.

The Ether

The Akasha is a Sanskrit word for “ether.” It refers to a storage of information in a higher dimension of consciousness. This storage of information are called the Akashic Records. These records may be accessed from the 11th Dimension and hold the memory of all souls as we are all parts of Our Soul. The more we learn about our own soul, the more we learn about our oneness with all souls and how much the mind and soul are tethered together.

Sometimes in this life, we experience certain ailments. Certain chronic illnesses or injuries that just will not heal completely. There is a chance there is a residual piece of trauma built into your DNA through your ancestry. This ancestral trauma may be addressed through the Akasha and is referred to as healing past life records.

Utilizing soul contracts in order to heal past life records can be a  powerful healing catalyst for residual dis-eases which linger and perpetuate. Soul contracts have the potential to teach us unconditional love by summoning challenges in this life we already agreed to. When we learn the lessons of our soul’s journey, contract with ourself and other, we begin to be filled with more light. We become en-light-end. We purge a karmic debt of a price for a lesson we are meant to pay and we align with our path of ascension.

It’s Contractual

So what all is involved with our soul contracts?

      • Spirit Guides
      • Parents
      • Family
      • Friends
      • People who have been around for both short and long periods of time
      • Where we will be born
      • What day we will be born

So in this life, where is this memory stored? It is erased from our conscious knowing and stored in our DNA. Our DNA is our genetic blueprint. Our DNA codes for proteins and proteins are the building blocks of the body. The beauty about DNA is, it is Light codes. And codes can be rewritten. So our contracts can be rewritten. This means, our destinies are always in our hands.

If our destiny is in our hands and our only limitations are our imagination. Then, can we heal ourselves with our own minds? Well, if our minds and our souls can both transcend time and space through astral travel (SEE AURA) then our ability to heal should also be able to transcend time and space, right?