Chakras Demons Metaphysical

Unpacking Guilt


I Feel

What is clairsentience? Clairsentience is french for “clear feeling” and refers to the ability to feel what others feel. Another term for Clairsentience is Empathy and is referred to by some, as a sixth sense. It is also referred to as an inner knowing, an intuitive ability to perceive where others are at emotionally. This perception and experience can be subtle or strong. The degree of this experience is subjective.

When we are allowing ourselves to feel, and expand it beyond what we individually feel, we open ourselves up to positive changes within our ability to find balance, acheive our desires, experience pleasure and explore our sexuality. Numbing ourselves to our feelings or stuffing them down to not feel it to heal it, we begin to experience issues with our genitals, womb, kidneys, bladder and circulatory system.

Our emotions seek to flow like water and are govered by our second chakra, our Sacral Chakra. Our Sacral Chakra represents;

  • Polarities
  • Movement
  • Balance

Our 2nd Chakra is the center for —

  • Sexuality
  • Pleasure
  • Emotions
  • Nurturance
  • Empathy
  • Change

Change is a key element of consciousness and consciousness is pure love and creation. By allowing ourselves to feel our emotions and let them flow like water, we find ease and acceptance in the unfolding of the unknown. 

Unpacking Guilt

While riding the wave of life and allowing your emotions to flow with ease like water, we begin to let go of lower vibrational programming that no longer serves us. We are able to take hold of ownership over our feelings, feel it to heal it and let it move through us. We begin to feel lighter, clearer and more in alignment. We begin to find out how to balance that which we are carrying versus that which deserves to be let go.

When we feel heavy, we begin to experience symptoms of the low vibrations bringin us down. We may begin to experience a decrease in libido, appetite, quality sleep. We may even begin to experience incontinence, anxiety and depression. The suffering can be alleviated, lighten the weight of the baggage you are carrying, it’s weighing you down.

Let’s use an analogy for our emotional stuff as a backpack we are carrying with us. As we seek to love and serve others, we may begin to take on other people’s baggage… we begin adding to our life load in order to promote ease for others. We may do this as a parent to our children, an older sibling to the younger ones, we may even do this as a child taking care of their parent.

When we take on more than what is healthy for us, it begins to set us off balance. The weight is unsettling, vibrating in our bodies waiting to be real-eased. Yet, in order to be real-eased the emotions stored need to be felt. Feel it to heal it, right?

One of the emotions that may be stuck in our backpack, adding to our stress, our load we are carrying on our shoulders… is GUILT. Guilt is a demonic program, it plagues our sacral chakra and can give way to dis-ease. Guilt is harbored

Addiction to emotional states because they reproduce a predictable future rather than trusting in others

Lighten the Load

By bringing awareness to the guilt we are storing, we can begin to seek out ways to feel it to heal it. How? By sending out to the quantum field, foregiveness. We are the only ones capable of changing how we feel at a given moment, and we are the only ones capable of altering the way we perceive change. Change is an opporutnity to be creative, to manifest. Manifestation happens when we have a clear creative channel. If we block pain and choose to not feel it, we also block our creativity. If we dam the river, the flow suffers. Let’s unblock the flow.


Oneness looks like light and feels like love. When you are in a space of Oneness, you real-eyes you are love. By real-eye-sing you are love, you understand that love is all that matters. Literally, everything is energy and energy extends beyond the constraints of time. So for anything, anyone, or any event we are experiencing guilt or stuffing down our guilt to surface later as a shadow… the cure is LOVE.

We can send ourself LOVE and find Oneness through spiritual practices. One spiritual practice I use to return to a balanced state and forgive myself for how I may have perceived something, is the Ho’oponopono Prayer of Foregiveness. This prayer becomes a lens through which you can practice ownership over your own emotions and move through them with ease and love at the speed of light.

Using this practice begins to change the way you perceive interactions with others. The hawaiian prayer of foregiveness creates a space for practicing compassion, empathy and Oneness.  It is centered around the premise that we are all One, and when we begin to experience a negative emotion in response to an event, it’s our emotion to move through and let go — not anyone else’s responsibility.

By forgiving ourselves for how we may have reacted to an event, such as a feeling of Guilt, we create a space for love to fill the void. This prayer is a means for returning to the Void, the Oneness with Love and Creation. It goes like this;

  • I’m Sorry
  • Please Foregive Me
  • Thank You
  • I Love You

This is a prayer of foregiveness for self and allows us to harness our clairsentience when viewing others. This prayer holds within it, the magic of surrender, the power of love and the notion that we create our own desired realities. 

Our desires are on the other side of the wall, by utilizing this prayer, we are able to dissolve the walls holding back our creative flow and call in divine manfiestation. This spiritual practice paves the way for balance, harmony, polarity and unconditional love. When we learn to let go of the conditions we have around love, we feel lighter and our backpack becomes smaller.


Chakras Heart Bridge Metaphysical Rei-Ki Shadow Work

Sound Healing with Light

Intentional Listening

Our ears evoke sound, our eyes evoke light. Without our nervous system to integrate these vibrations, there would be no way to perceive them. At the molecular level, our DNA is light. Dis-ease is a depletion of light and it is through light where we may find healing and harmony. By intentionally listening to a specific frequency, we promote resonance within our bodies and can transcend low, misused or unwanted vibrations.

There are 7 Major Chakras which assimilate and integrate various frequencies of light. Light produces a waveform frequency and that waveform frequency produces a sound. A therapeutic musical scale called Solfeggio frequencies, were discovered in the 11th century by a monk named Guido d’ Arezzo. The 6 original frequencies are as follows;

  • 396 Hz
  • 417 Hz
  • 432 Hz
  • 528 Hz
  • 639 Hz
  • 741 Hz
  • 852 Hz

Music is a powerful healing tool because it allows a direct connection to help the subconscious mind alleviate suffering that resides in the phsycial body. 

369 Hz

Erase Guilt

Associated with the base chakra, this frequency may be used to alleviate suffering caused by guilt as guilt can impede our ability to create. Guilt is a demon of the the root chakra, our chakra of survival. By listening to music with this frequency, we allow resonance of our chakra to reach a state of empowerment to accomplish our goals, dreams and overcome fears of manifestation.

417 Hz

Eliminate Negativity

Assocated with the sacral chakra, listening to this frequency helps eliminate any negativity we have pent up within. It not only eliminates any negativity, it can also undo the happenings tied to negativity. The misuse of energy is removed from homes, workplaces, thoughts and behavior patterns and helps us overcome traumatic triggers. This frequency promotes resonance of the sacral chakra, our center for desires.

432 Hz

Natural Frequency

Associated with Earth’s heartbeat, this frequency aligns us to the planet’s resonance. Listening to this will clear out any anxiety, lowers our blood pressure and heart rate by allowing us to slip into a state of ease and healing.

528 Hz

The Love Frequency

Associated with our Solar Plexus Chakra, it gives way to transformation and helps reduce cortisol levels. Cortisol is produced as a stress hormone and high levels in the body over extended periods of time, increase blood pressure and chances of developing arteriosclerosis. Stress can increase our risk for heart dis-eases and so this frequency has the power to decrease stress levels and help promote an “ease” state. This frequency calls in miracles and helps to heal our gut and digestive system.

639 Hz

Clear Communication

Associated with the Heart Chakra, listening to this frequency promotes balance and harmony with interpersonal communication and relationships. It creates a clear channel for communication, tolerance and love. If one is dealing with relationship issues, this frequency can be used to promote healing.

741 Hz

Cleansing and Purifying

Associated with the Throat Chakra, this frequency is used for solving intereferences and wake up our inner intuition and inner knowing by clearing the throat of certain electromagnetic radiations. It detoxifies cells and organs throughout the whole body tuning us into a more pure and stable foundation to living a Spiritual life. This allows purification of the mind-body connection.

852 Hz

Associated with the Third Eye Chakra, this frequency opens up our communication and connection to Spirit.


Beyond the Solfeggio frequencies are other vibrations which may be intended for healing the body and subconscious mind.

174 Hz

Spirit Unification

285 Hz

Earth Unification

432 Hz

Schumann Resonance

This frequency connects us to Earth’s heartbeat as the Earth is a living, breathing organism.

936 Hz

Pure Miracle Tones

Associated with awakening the Pineal gland, this is the frequency of Oneness. It relates to the Third Eye Chakra and as it clears, it opens up to our Crown Chakra. Our Crown Chakra is linked to our Pineal Gland and this frequency may be used as a sleep aid to increase melatonin and quality of sleep.

963 Hz

Akashic Records — Return to Oneness

This frequency brings us to the Ether, the Akasha and connects us to our Soul’s Purpose.

1111 Hz * 888 Hz * 528 Hz * 4096 Hz

Archangel Metatron Frequency


Chakras Metaphysical

Cleansed by Fire

Symbolism of Fire

Fire symbolizes our Inner Sun, center for creativity, third chakra, passion, desire, transformation and motivation. In Alchemy, our Inner Fire gives rise to life and is the mediator of different forms. The Alchemist is a Master of Fire and uses it in processes of transmutation. So, was fire something we created or discovered?

It seems most likely we discovered it in nature, maybe from a forest fire caused by a lightning strike. From this observation we decided to find ways of creating what we thought as a new force of nature. We do know our application and intellectual ability to utilize fire power allows us to triumph over the rest of the animal kingdom.

Fire may be applied in many ways, literally and energetically. Fire is used to;

    • Cleanse
    • Illuminate
    • Add Warmth
    • Cooking
    • Protection
    • Creation


Fire is associated with our third chakra, Manipura, which in Sanskrit means “Lustrous gem.” The region of this energetic wheel is from the navel to the solar plexus. Here fire combines and its chief operation is combustion.This lustrous gem is a yellow color and functions to produce will, power and assertiveness. Foods related to our third chakra are starches. Too many starches (sugars) can lead to digestive imbalances and leaky gut. 

Our Manipura corresponds to many things. Its outer form is plasma and inner states include laughter, joy and anger. The glands and other body parts include the pancreas, adrenals, digestive system and muscles. Malfunctions in this integration center will promote areas of dis-ease causing ulcers, diabetes, hypoglycemia and other digestive disorders.

The third chakra corresponds to the verb I can and it is suggested to use dragon’s blood, sandalwood, saffron, musk, cinnamon or ginger for this space.

Metaphysical Applications of Fire

What is Alchemy?

Alchemy originated in Medieval times and is seen as a precursor to chemistry. One defintion describes it as a magical process of transformation, creation or combination. Fire in alchemy, is where it all begins… the seed and root of magic.

With casting spells and performing rituals, Fire is used to symbolize anything to do with self-empowerment, harnessing imaginative power, manifesting dreams and it represents bravery and new beginnings. Our words are spells, that is why it is called spelling. So we have the ability to cast spells each time we speak. We have the potential to manifest our dreams by utilizing elemental magic.

Fire Crystals, Animals and Plants

Crystals hold healing potential. It is said there are crystal beings here to guide us and when a crystal speaks to you it is calling to you to help shift your vibrations and awareness. Different colored crystals are assocaited with different properties. Fire is represented by bloodstone, fire agate, carnelian, fire opal, ruby, sunstone and tigerseye.

Fire is magic because it is alive. There are animals which represent fire. Living inside each fire are beings called Salamanders who dance in the fire with joy until the embers are no more. Fire is also associated with dragons, the phoenix, lady bugs, scorpions, lizards, bee, lions, and tigers.

Plants hold healing properties. If our Inner Sun is shining less bright, if we are feeling down and less self-determined and driven to accomplish our dreams then we deserve more fire magic. One way to get fire into our bodies would be through essential oils, teas and other supplements which may help us open up our creativity and act with self-love. Plants associated with fire are Thorn, Basil, Garlic, Sunflower, Juniper, Ash, Cacti, Cinnamon, Ginger, Nettle, Thistle, and Holly.


3D Chakras Metaphysical Rei-Ki

Healing is Non-Linear

Past, Present, Future

Is time linear? To suggest we can only go in one direction with our minds is to say that time and space are not relative. When you talk to someone in another time zone, does your mind transcend linear time? If you are 3 hours ahead of someone on the phone, is your mind time traveling through your voice? Yes. There are 9 dimensions our mind can travel within and without, and it happens through bending time, light and space.

Bending Time

What is one way we can time travel? Rei-Ki. Rei… what? Reiki, a Japanese hands-on healing art which utilizes the body’s aura and chakras.

  • Chakras are energetic wheels of energy that connect mind and body. We have 7, each pertaining to
    • A color of the rainbow
    • A different set of nerves and organs
    • A different element
  • Aura is an energy field emanating from the physical and is defined by being;
    • Electromagnetic
    • Color changing
    • Various layers

Our aura surrounds us in a 3 feet diameter, is generated by the spinning of our chakras and has 7 layers just as there are 7 major chakras. Each Aura is unique to each individual.

The 7 Layers of the Aura

The Aura reflects our health and can change colors throughout our lifetime. Someone who practices Reiki works with the subtle energies of the auric body. We can use the physical body and auric bodies to help heal in the present moment. The 7 layers of the aura are as follows:

      • Etheric layer — connected to the base chakra, closest to the body and represented by a grey/violet mist/ether. Roughly 2-4 inches away from the physical body
      • Emotional layer — connected to the sacral chakra, holds all our emotions and just outside the etheric layer. Roughly 1-3 inches away from the physical body
      • Mental layer — connected to the solar plexus chakra and contains all mental processes. We are what we eat and our gut health can affect our mental health. Roughly 3-8 inches away from the physical body
      •  Astral layer — bridge between 3D and higher dimensions. Connected with our heart chakra and is a rainbow color. Roughly 1 foot away from the physical body
      • Etheric Template — connected to throat chakra, blueprint of physical body. Resembles the negative film of a photograph. Roughly 2 feet away from the physical body
      • Celestial Causal Layer — connected with third eye and is where the path of enlightenment through connection to spirit begins. Roughly 2.5 feet away from the physical body
      • Spiritual Layer — connected with crown chakra and can extend up to 3 feet away from the physical body

Aura Clearing Techniques

There are simple techniques for clearing our aura. One of my favorites is giving myself Reiki. By diving into our inner plane, we have amazing capacities for energetic clearing. We can also use symbols and Japanese kanji to send healing energy beyond linear time — to the past, present and future. When we heal ourselves of ancestral trauma, we heal all those that come before you and all those that come after you. I know because I have done it, and it is fucking beautiful.

Angels Chakras Demons Metaphysical Shadow Work

7 Demons

Angels on the Left, Demons on the Right

The Hemispheres of our brain are differentiated by various aspects of our personality, personal reality. Our ability to move our limbs is controlled by the opposite side of the body. The Left side of the Brain controls your right arm and leg. The Right side of the Brain controls your left arm and leg. Our Left/Right Hemispheres also communicate back and forth through our Frontal Lobe to delegate decisions and maintain aspects of our character. The lens we perceive ourselves is an extension of our environment and is fed by how active the hemispheres are separately and functioning together as a unit.

Right Hemisphere
      • Left Hand Control
      • Expressing emotions
      • Awareness of space
      • Creativity (heARTwork)
      • Music (attunements)
      • Imagination
      • Dimension
      • Solving problems as a whole — holistic thinking mode — Inner Angel

When we are living in our Right Hemisphere, we are emotionally intelligent, creative, imaginative, playful, nurturing, experiencing moments while in a non-linear fashion. We are living as our Feminine and Divine Inner Angel. 

Left Hemisphere
      • Right Hand control
      • Writing
      • Language
      • Mathematics
      • Science
      • Lists
      • Analytics/Logic
      • Solve problems step by stem — Linear thinking mode — Inner Critic (Demon)

When we are living in our Left Hemisphere we are in analytical hyperdrive, linear thinking takes over and we become tasks oriented. When we are making critical decisions, we are activating our Masculinized Inner Critic.

To Fly or Fall

Angels fly and Demons fall. Yet, they are both Angels after all. Think of the analogy of having an Angel on your left shoulder and a Demon on your right. They speak to you in accordance with what you speak to yourself and they send messages to give or take power over your decisions, reactions and energetic levels. If we are listening to our Angels we can real-eyes we hold the creative potential to defy any dark thought, trauma or toxin we may be exposing ourselves to. You can defy your Demons.

If you quit feeding the snake, the snake dies. Both halves of our mind are hungry for attention, our thoughts feed one or the other and in turn they give us feedback. The feedback is the inner chatter from either Spirit (Angel) or Ego (Demon). Our Ego is the role we play to give as a performance and we are very very critical of our performance (Inner Critic). Our Spirit seeks to play, loves humor and holds potential to channels messages from higher dimensions (Inner Child). Our Inner Child is our Angel and our Inner Critic is our Ego.


Originating from the Greek word Aggelos meaning “messenger,” Angels serve as a symbol for the presence of Spirit, and Spirit is LOVE. Angels whisper to us in numbers and waves of light, offering us messages of faith in how the fabric of the universe is be-in-g weaved. They also representing devotion, trust, hope and love.


Demons  serve as a symbol for a malevolent spirit practicing reversed morality. They speak to you in ways to take your power away so that your light can be fed off of and dimmed. Like a parasite they invade our bodies promoting toxic thoughts and negative patterns feeding dis-eases.

Our Inner Demons have names and once we learn those names, they lose power over us. Different names for them include;

      • Fear
      • Guilt
      • Shame
      • Grief
      • Lies
      • Illusion
      • Attachment

Different organs pertain to different energy centers of the body known as Chakras and different Chakras can collect Demons. Each of the 7 Major Chakras has a Demon and that Demon can cause dis-ease and malfunction. Each Chakra also has Birth Rights and these Birth Rights we will symbolize as Angels. By believing in our Birth Right we can overcome any of the 7 Demons — our Birth Rights to Light.

Our Birth Rights are what I will refer to as the 7 Inner Angels; positive affirmations you can say to overcome the power play within and get the stagnant stuck dark energies into motion and cleared from your field;

      • “I have…” — overcoming Fear
      • “I feel…” — releasing Guilt
      • “I act…” — denoting Shame
      • “I love…” — resolving Grief
      •  “I speak and am heard…” — finding Inner Truth
      •  “I see…” — breaking free from Illusion
      •  “I know…” — detach from Attachment
4D Metaphysical Shadow Work

4D and Dreams

The 4D

We physically live in a 3 dimensional reality which stems from a 12 dimensional reality. In the 3D we play this game of separation of self from other and it is this game that arises the comedy of life. God is Love and it is Love that connects all the dimensions together. Beyond the third dimensions are non-physical, non-linear dimensions where time is bent. So what then, is the 4th dimension consist of?

The 4D is a magical world of dreams called the Astral Plane where light and darkness connect. The fourth dimension is believed to be a mathematical plane represented by a tesseract surrounding us allowing time to be more fluid. This is because Time represents integrity of change observed in the first three dimensions catalogued in numerical order.

In the 4D, there is no past, present or future… there is only traveling temporally. This is why time is so challenging to percieve whilst in a dream. Beyond 3D, time is non-linear and can be used as a means of astral traveling through the mathematical plane of sacred geometry. How do we do this? With our astral bodies.

Astral Body

Our Astral Body is part of our Auric Body. Our Auric body has 7 layers, one for each of the major chakras.  Our Aura is the color representation of our health and can change over time. The Astral Body is the 4th layer, is about 1 foot away from the physical body and is also rainbow colored. I call this layer, our Rainbow bridge.

Our rainbow bridge can be open and activated by heartwork.

The Big T

Chakras Fountain of Youth Metaphysical Shadow Work

Vital Violet Elixir

Test of Time — Telomeres

Is there a Fountain of Youth and if so… what is it at a molecular level? Well it depends… on how long our cells are programmed to live. The lifespan is directly proportional to the length of repeating DNA codes. Our DNA is coding for proteins and is made up of 23 paired chromosomes. To protect our helical DNA from unraveling there is a telomere cap of non-coding DNA sequences on the end of each chromosome, allowing protection from damage. As our cells continue to replicate and divide, the telomeres begin to shorten and continue to do so until the sequence is too short and the cell cannot divide any further. Cellular aging and dis-eases are directly related to the regulation of Telomere length and longevity.

The Hayflick Limit suggests each cell may only replicate 40-60 times before going through a programmed cell death, a process called Apoptosis. Each cell’s program is dependent upon how many times it is able to replicate and its ability to replicate is directly proportional to the length of its Telomeres. The length of Telomeres are influenced by the catalytic enzymatic cascade of Telomerase. At a molecular level our immortality lies within the telomerase.


Telomerase is an enzyme in the body responsible for adding a non-coding DNA sequence to the 3’ cap of linear chromosomes. Our Telomerase expression is linked to our lifestyle and genetic makeup. Our genes are coded by our DNA and our DNA is encoded by Light.

Our genes code for our proteins and many of our proteins are enzymes. Yet our genetics may be influenced by our environment. Epigenetics, is centered around the idea our behaviors and environments may alter the way our genes express themselves. This means, our lifestyle and our ability to adapt to stress may directly influence our longevity through altering the way telomerase expresses itself. Long periods of stress are harmful to the body on a larger scale, which broken down to a molecular level, means stress also influences our longevity.

What’s one way to manage stress? Shed more light on the matter by opening yourself up to more levels of conscious attention. The world around us actually exists because we perceive it. When we alter the way we see things, the things we see evolve with us. If our DNA is light and color is the expression of light, can one alter telomerase expression with color?

UV Spectrum

Colors are the expression of light and are evoked by our nervous systems.We see colors because our eyes have specialized receptors (photoreceptors) in the retina called Cones. These photoreceptors are responsible for absorbing red, green and blue light color photons. The spectrum of visible light our human eyes are adapted to interpret is a combination of red, green and blue light photon whereas other animals, like birds, have highly specialized cones to see spectrums of UV light.

When photons reach the retina they are transduced into chemical signals communicating with the brain and allowing us to interpret the world around us through a spectrum of visible light frequencies. The visible light spectrum is a collection of electromagnetic (EM) waves within 380 to 700 nm. We have the ability to integrate EM waves because we are EM beings of light, color and sound.

We have electromagnetic centers in our bodies called Chakras. Each Chakra pertains to different frequencies, wavelengths and colors of light. The 3 primary colors are combined into the 7 colors of the rainbow aligning with the widely adopted belief of 7 Major Chakras.

    • Chakra — energy centers of the body, associated with various colors, nerve plexi, glands, emotions and organs
    • Light — energy with potential to take many forms
    • Photon — quantum particle of light, also known as an elementary particle of nature
    • Wavelength — the distance horizontally measured between two peaks in a wave
    • Violet — shortest wavelength and highest frequency ranging from 400-420nm
      • Associated with the Crown Chakra, Pituitary Gland (Master Gland)
      • Found between Indigo and invisible Ultraviolet on the EM spectrum
      • Symbolizes spirituality, imagination, dreams, future
      • Soothes and promotes harmony of emotional center of the brain
      • Increases supernatural psychic abilities
      • Promotes compassion, sensitivity for self and others

*If we experience a resistance to violet it may be because we are experiencing creative blockages and may display resistance to authority.


What if colors are therapeutic? Do you ever notice the different colors of clothing you choose to wear each day? Do you notice patterns of what color clothing you wear in relation to how you are feeling? Color thearpy, also known as Chromotherapy,  is based off of the concept different colors can evoke different emotions. This concept is used often with marketing and Using specific colors can scientifically adjust one’s body to frequencies that will bring the body into alignment and vitality.

This occurs because different regions of our bodies are neurologically responsible for assimilating different spectrums of light. For example, Violet is associated with our Crown Chakra and is known for symbolizing imagination and spirituality. The Crown Chakra is associated with the color violet, the Pituitary gland and Crown of our head. The color Violet may be intentionally used to calm the nervous system by promoting hormonal balance of the pituitary gland, also known as the Master Gland.

The Master Gland

The pituitary gland is rests in the Sella Turcica (Turkish Saddle of the Sphenoid bone) at the base of the cranium and is in charge of controlling functions of other endocrine glands in the body. It has direct contact with an anastamosis of arteries known as the Circle of Willis. The Circle of Willis allows for collateral blood flow circluation to reach both front and back of the cerebrum along with the cerebellum and pons.

Our bodies are regulated by hormones. Hormones are the chemical messengers signaling an emotional response to an event. If any of our hormones are out of balance, our emotions are out of balance. More specifically the Pituitary gland sends out chemical messengers to;

      • Thryoid gland
      • Adrenal glands
      • Gonads (ovaries and testes)

Color therapy has been suggested to have positive impacts on different dis-eases such as;

  1. Poor Academic Performance
  2. Aggressive/confrontational behavior
  3. Asthma
  4. High Blood pressure
  5. ADHD
  6. Bronchitis
  7. Dyslexia
  8. Epilepsy
  9. Insomnia
  10. Stress

If our Master Gland is out of balance, hormonal control over our body is also out of balance. When our hormones are out of balance, our emotions run awry and our body is left to adapt to stress the best it can with what it has to work with. What can be done to alleviate stress? Shine more light on the matter… in fact, violet light to be exact.

So How is Violet Vital?

Violet is associated with the 7th Major Chakra, the Crown Chakra. The element of this chakra is thought and it is thought to be the seed of enlightenment. It gives rise to awareness of what we perceive as the mind. Our mind is multi-leveled; subconscious, conscious and superconscious. Our body is our subconscious mind, so in order to find health within, we must dive within.

Our mind and experiences come together in finding a meaning response for everything and the meaning we give something feeds our beliefs about it. These beliefs become our master programming. In order to re-write the programming, we can utilize meditations or visualizations specifically targeting our master gland, crown chakra, thoughts and awareness. How? Using visualizations to activate the pituitary gland with violet light.

Vitalism is the concept that the power that made the body, heals the body. An organism is self-sustaining, self-determined and self-regulating. It holds the belief that there is a governing intelligence orchestrating life within us outside of our conscious control. This means, we inherently have within us all the tools and resources to heal ourselves. What heals us, is divine intelligence.

Let’s call this Divine intelligence,  Elixir. This magical potion is constantly orchestrating a beautiful concert playing One Song as the Universe. By connecting and tapping into this Elixir we are able to access healing potential in the form of love and light… as photons. How does one call upon this Elixir to drink from its heavenly nectar? By calling to St. Germain and the Violet Flame. How do we call upon someone we cannot see? We real-eyes we can see them, from within.


When we think about a memory from a past event, where is it “seen,” for even blind people can still “see.” Our Pineal gland is our Mindseye, Thirdeye and 6th Major Chakra. When we close our eyelids and bring a picture to awareness with our conscious mind, we are activating our pineal gland to see beyond linear time.

If we can activate our pineal gland to see beyond linear time, we are able to heal records of our past lives. When we heal records, we heal all those that come before us and after us, as we are all interconnected in the cosmic mind.

When we begin to observe our thoughts (Crown Chakra) we are able to use both the Mindseye and the Master Gland in manifesting a desired outcome. Techniques such as meditation and visualization, allow a space for healing through activation of the pineal gland which in turns, opens up time travel. Re-visiting memories takes us back to the past where we leave the present moment.

When we are in perpetual states of stress and worry, we are constantly taken out of the NOW moment of manifestation and into a predictable future based on past events. The Crown Chakra is the energy center for manifestation and we have the innate ability to manifest health and vitality. We have the innate ability, to live longer thriving lifestyles creating our own Fountains of Youth from within.

St. Germain and the Violet Flame

There are dimensions to healing. We live in a universe built of 12 Dimensions. Our bodies reside in the first 3, our mind and soul are able to communicate and integrate light from the other 9 dimensions. The violet fire may be used as a healing elixir to bring our soul to union with Spirit and heal records from past lives. It is important to always set an intention so that the Ascended Masters, Archangels, Elementals and Angels of the 7th ray may help you achieve your highest and most best good.

With healing, our only limitations are our imaginations. We are elemental beings of alchemy, we have the ability to transmute and transform. Our ability to harness our own magic, stems from our connection to nature and the cosmos. Our Earth is calling to us to wake up to our own Divine Right to Light. First, we burn away that which no longer serves us in order to call in our highest and most best good.

How do we burn away old programs? Fire of course. Fire is cleansing, it has the power to cleanse away our fears. A violet fire, has the ability to cleanse our bodies of fears and call in our power of manifestation. So where does this violet fire come from?

Part ONE: 12D Shield building

Lightwork sends out beacons and those beacons can be picked up by tricksters and lower dimensional beings of the fourth dimension. Before beginning the Vital Violet Elixir visualization, we are first going to shield ourselves from any outside influences, any tricksters which may be attracted to our beacon.

The shield allows us to clear our chakras, grounding ourselves into the Earth before astral traveling and guides us to call in HELP from higher dimensional beings. We are going to build a 12th Dimensional Platinum White Shield through a Part ONE visualization and then move onto Part  TWO.

  • First we call upon Archangels Michael and Metatron to help and guide us. Someone once told me our Angels are walking around with “Out of work signs” waiting for us to call upon them for aid. It’s as simple as saying Archangels Michael and Metatron; Help me! Help me! Help me!”
  • Then we set an intention for the session. One way of practicing the Law of Attraction is praying to the Angels for the “Most Benevolent Outcome.”
    • “Dear Angels I pray today I attain the Most Benevolent Outcome in healing records from my past lives, bringing me closer to the Union with Spirit and growing my body younger. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.”
    • Always give gratitude. 

Once help arrives, we move onto the visualization

Merkaba, Soul Star Visualization
  1. Closing your eyes, take a deep breath in and let it out.
  2. Imagine you are standing on a white quartz sand beach, you hear the waves kissing the sand and the breeze in the trees. You wiggle your toes to feel the sand between them. To your back is your Soul Ocean.
  3. Standing on near your Soul Ocean, picture your Merkaba Star floating 12 inches above your head. It is the size of an orange and begins to glow a bright white light.
  4. Keeping your focus on your floating Soul Star, begin decreeing “I am the Soul, I am the Light Divine, I am Love, I am Will, I am Fixed Design” — this invocation activates our light body and Merkaba star. As you chant this invocation, begin seeing your Merkaba star shining brighter and brighter. Giving out 12th dimensional platinum white light.
  5. Now allow the soul star to fall with grace until it lands into the center of your brain
  6. Pausing for a moment, allow your brain to absorb the divine white light. Notice any energies that may be clearing, notice them as they pass through your brain with ease. As they clear they drop down and go back to the Earth between your legs.
  7. Now the Merkaba is going to begin traveling down, piercing the Earth’s crust, mantel and diving into her core. Here it recharges, reboots and rejuvenates itself. Pause for a moment and give gratitude to Mother Earth and her love.
  8. Rebooted the Merkaba begins to travel back up through the Earth pausing 12 inches below your feet. This is your Earth Star Chakra.
  9. Here your Merkaba begins to spin counterclockwise and as it spins counterclockwise it is going to give off thousands and thousands of tiny threads of divine white light. These threads begin to build a platinum platform 3ft in Diameter.
  10. Once your platinum platform is built, your Merkaba is going to begin traveling back up through your center core. This time as a pillar of 12th dimensional divine white light.
  11. Passing through your third eye and crown chakra the Merkaba is going to pause 3ft above your head.
  12. Here your Merkaba begins to pick up momentum, spinning faster and faster. As it spins it gives of thousands of tiny radiations of divine white light and these threads shoot down around you, grounding into your platinum platform and shielding you in 12th Dimensional divine white light.
  13. Visualize sealing your Aura in White and Blue Light — while praying decreeing “I AM Presence, the Presence of GOD” visualize a dazzling white light from above you filling your aura.

* When diving into our inner planes we can astral travel, this occurs in the fourth dimension and there may be dark entities which try to influence us or imprint on our aura. It is important to shield yourself.

Expand the Dimensions

Now that the shield is built in a 3ft by 3ft grid, it is time to allow it to expand into a pillar that is 6ft in Diameter and 9ft High.

Part 2: The Vital Violet Elixir

11 minutes to heaven

Once the 12D shield is expanded upon to reach 6ft by 9ft, we are going to begin filling our pillar with the Violet Flame

  1. “I call upon St Germain and the Angels of the 7th Ray to attain the most benevolent outcomes in guiding my soul back to my union with Spirit, healing past life records and growing my body younger. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.”
  2. Repeat the Mantra: I AM the Violet Fire, I AM the Purity GOD desires. As you repeat this, imagine a bright violet flame. This flame is pouring down from the heavens into your 12D pillar. This flame is alive, pulsating and moving. This flame is swirling with hues of bright purple, pink and indigo. This is the Violet Flame of St Germain.
  3. As your thoughts begin to stray, notice them and then return back to seeing the flame with your Mindseye
  4. Embody the flame, let it pour from you and seep into the sand at your feet, let it cover the ocean of your soul and shed light on your shadows. Let it allow ease to wash over you, allowing violet light to fill you with cosmic love.
  5. Hold this visualization for at least 11 minutes. It is recommended to do first thing in the morning, especially for astral travelers.
  6. When you are done gently ask the Holy Ones to return back to the love and light with Spirit until you call upon them again. Ask for a physical sign that they have left.

If believing is seeing… and seeing is believing… can we believe anything we set our mindseye to? Our mind is one with the cosmic mind, we play this game of separation of Self and Spirit. We find ourselves in these 3D rat races of attachment to stuff and worry over that stuff. The more we worry about our stuff, the more stress we suffer through. The more stress we suffer through, the more we worry about our stuff.

By adopting a belief, everything is energy and energy is light… we are able to rise up from the darkness of suffering and move into the light of enlightenment. Our crown chakra is the lock and the key is our thoughts. Unlock your own Pandora’s box and gain more longevity. Worry takes us out of now, and ZEN is NOW so let go of the worries of when. They no longer serve you. What does serve you is love and light, absorb it… drink in the ELIXIR because YOU ARE IT. When we real-eyes we are it, we own our ability to manifest realities. If we can manifest our realities, we can manifest longevity, right? If Telomeres shorten, can they be lengthened? Well, we will know once we try.

3D Metaphysical Shadow Work

Shadow Self

What Lies on the Dark Side of the Ego?

We are beings of light, color, sound and love. Our physical bodies radiate and integrate different frequencies of light. Thus, we receive light in many forms. When we are in alignment with our Spirit, we feel as if our cup is overflowing. We notice we have healthy boundaries set, our relationships are improving, our creativity is free-flowing and we feel charged and energized rather than repressed or depressed. However, our light casts a shadow, and when ignored can allow complications with communication, compassion and coherence. We call this our Shadow Self, and it is the dark side of our Ego — our need for speed to survive in the 3D. Our shadow self represents our misalignments with Spirit. In this article, I will refer to our misalignments as the pieces of our personality we cannot directly see, the parts of us we have disowned.

Our Shadow Self is the parts of your personal reality you are keeping in the shadows, rather than shedding light on them. These parts are parts we may find dislike in while interacting with others. These pieces are the pieces of ourselves we are refusing to take ownership for. Whether it be passive aggressive tendencies, anger, rudeness, pride… when we butt heads with an idea about how someone else is acting, or we butt heads with others because we see something we do not like or what to see reflected back to us, it is really your own inner plane reflecting back to you that which you may shed more light on. By shedding light on it, recognizing it’s a projection of your shadow onto others we can do the inner work to alleviate any suffering or attachment to that part of our shadow.


By disowning parts of ourselves, these parts within turn against us. We may do or say things we later regret because we would not normally do them. We may transmit negative energy to others close to us and attempt to project ownership to others for our primitive and negative impulses such as desiring to gain more power leading to greed, egotism, envy and fits of anger.

In order to find alignment, awareness is guided to our misalignments. When we are suppressing our shadow self, it has a tendency to want to be projected and brought to light. You may be at work and a co-worker is performing a task in a way that comes off as passive aggressive. This tendency gets under your skin, so much so, you passive aggressively address it with them. Now, is their behavior truly passive aggressive? Or are you projected that reality onto them because your shadow self is being stuffed down and ignored?

Our personality and the roles we play day to day are called our Ego. Our Ego brings to attention, anything that may help or harm our ability to survive this doggy dog world. Our Ego will hide parts of itself it does not want to let go of, old programming that has served us and helped us to get to where we at.  When therapy is begun, the Shadow Self is typically the first on the checklist.  We also have a Higher Self and our Higher Self helps guide us through these shadows by shedding light on them.  Our Higher Self may be accessed through spiritual practices like; Meditation, Yoga, Breath-work, Crystal healing, Sound healing, Prayer, Visualizations, Journaling and so on and so forth.

Journaling is an excellent way to have a dialogue between your Higher Self and Shadow Self. When we feel spells of low self esteem and depression, we are being dragged down into the depths of ourselves to focus on our Shadows before resurfacing.

Collective Shadow

And similar styles of tapping into the quantum field, cosmic mind and your highest and most best good. Our Ego is worried about 3D finite and tangible things. Once we do spiritual work to dissolve our Ego and re-write our story, we find that our higher self has been a spiritual guide for us all along helping guide us back to our spiritual path in healing and happiness. For as humans, we are more than flesh encapsulated egos — we are part of a collective consciousness of the cosmic mind and we have been given opportunities on our journey here is to re-member.

Shadow Work

Practicing ignorance of our shadow self can harm our relationships with ourselves, partners, family members and dear friends. It can also negatively impact our professional relationships and our abilities to be sovereign and self-leading. What we deny in ourselves, we see reflected back to us from others as a projection. Our shadow is a defense mechanism for our ego, it is a shield to protect our masks (how we perceive ourselves).

Working with our shadow allows us to dive into psychological projections of ourselves onto others by bringing the disowned parts of ourselves into direct light (awareness). We begin by recognizing our behavior, how we view ourselves and parts of ourselves it is time to own and connect to. It is a way of finding our authentic self by relinquishing the false identity we have built for ourselves to hide behind.

Chakras Heart Bridge Metaphysical

Soul Star Chakra

Finding Soul Purpose

As humans we have magnetic integration centers which correspond to specific frequencies, colors, sounds, nerve plexi, vital glands and organs. Different cultures carry different schools of thought on how many Chakras we have, for the purpose of this article I will address a Chakra outside of the 7 Major Chakras — the 8th Chakra known as our Soul Star Chakra, or Merkaba/h.

Merkaba/h: Translates to “Light Spirit Body”— Representing the fusion of our Spirit and our Body preserved within a body of Light. This Light Body is symbolized by an 8 pointed, double tetrahedron star and is a sacred geometrical symbol and vehicle for inter-dimensional travel. Our Soul Star is a direct connection to our Higher Self and is a way to connect, tap into and explore the cosmic mind.

When we exercise our connection to our Merkaba, we enhance our connection to Spirit, to our Higher Selves and our Divine Path. Our Soul Contracted for us to learn lessons, to relieve karmic debt, to find the light within (enlighten) and to embark on a purpose or reincarnate to try again. Our mind is like a muscle; exercise and practice make it stronger. The beauty is, we are built for this… we are built to re-member why we are here and where we are meant to go with what we have within us waiting to be created, shared and honored.

How many Dimensions are there?

So inter-dimensional travel… sounds wild right? Is it really so wild to think light dissolves light? That the electrochemical signals received by our brain and interpreted by our minds would only need light to continue to transcend time? How do we find out? We dive into our Soul Ocean.

There are 12 dimensions; 3 physical and 9 temporal. Our physical body allows us to physically explore the first through third dimensions whereas our Merkaba is the key to a gateway of healing, balance, experiencing oneness, exploring realms of consciousness through meditations/visualizations. Our Soul Star helps us dissolve egotistical beliefs and programming, allows us to replace the old programming with beliefs which will serve our soul purpose. By using the sacred geometry as a guide for a visualization, one can open themselves up to downloading information from higher planes, Gods, Goddesses, Spirit Guides, Spirit Guardians, Spirit Protectors, Spirit Wisdom Keepers, Archangels, the Akashic records, Ancestors, Ancient Ones.

Our Merkaba is known to carry our soul star and noted as being 12 inches above our head. It is believed that life energy, whether it be Chi, Prana, Ki, Life force, Source energy…. enters through our Crown Chakra found at the top of our head and flows down the body like a pillar of Light. It is through our Crown Chakra and Third Eye Chakras where we may activate our mindseye in a visualization to then activate the Soul Star chakra.

For healing and balance

The Merkaba Star may be used for healing and balance. When brain, soul, heart and mind are aligned the upper 9 dimensions may be visited temporally. One way it may be utilized for Light Body Activation is through building a 12th Dimensional Shield of Divine Platinum White Light.

12-D Shield Building Visualization
  • First, familiarize yourself with the 7 Major Chakras
  • Then, study the Merkaba until you may vividly depict it in your minds-eye
  • Next, find yourself in a comfortable position where you may reside for 15-30 minutes. This position may be laying down or sitting, standing is not recommended. The intention is to allow relaxation to wash over you while you travel into higher planes of consciousness.
  • When you are ready, you may close your eyes, take a deep breath in for 4 seconds, hold for 2 seconds, exhale for 6 seconds.
  • Picture yourself standing on a mystical beach of white quartz sand on both sides of you as far as your eyes can see.
  • In front of you there is a mystical forest and to your back is a magical ocean, the ocean of your soul. You find comfort in having the sand between your toes, releasing any tension built up in your body through your feet.
  • Hearing the wave kissed sand you begin to close your eyes and bring your awareness to the center of your brain. In the center of your brain picture your Merkaba Star. This 6 pointed star is emanating 12th dimensional platinum white light and this light shines bright in the center of your brain.
  • Now with your Merkaba activated, we are going to begin traveling down your center core.
  • As you travel down your center core you are going to imagine your platinum white star is clearing any stagnant energies in your chakras no longer serving. These energies will release between your legs, giving it back to Her, back to Mother Earth and this beautiful beach.
  • Passing through your feet your Merkaba pierces the Earth’s crust, diving into her Mantel and resting in her Core. Here your Merkaba, recharges, reboots and rejuvenates itself.
  • Giving thanks to Gaia for her guidance and loving support, your Merkaba begins to travel back up through the Earth’s mantel, crust and pauses 12 inches below your feet. This is your Earth Star Chakra.
  • Here your Merkaba begins to spin counter-clockwise. As it spins counter-clockwise it gives off thousands and thousands of tiny threads of divine white light. These threads build a platinum platform just below your feet.
  • With your platinum platform built your Merkaba is going to continue spinning, traveling back up through your center core, up through each chakra as a Pillar of Divine 12th Dimensional White Light.
  • Passing through your Crown Chakra your Merkaba pauses 12 inches above your head, this is your Soul Star Chakra.
  • At your Soul Star Chakra your Merkaba begins to spin fast and faster. As it spins faster and faster it begins to give off thousands of tiny threads of Platinum white light and those threads shoot down around you, grounding into your platinum platform.
  • Here we say a Mantra for Light Body Activation;
    • “I am the Soul, I am the Light Divine, I am Love, I am Will, I am Fixed Design”
  • Then when you’re ready, send your Merkaba deep into the solar system, deep into the heart of the Universe… called…. Andromeda.
  • Remain in the visualization until you feel called to come back, giving thanks to our Universe for its divine guidance and love.

With practicing techniques like this, we get out of it what we put into it and we open ourselves up to empowering ourselves to take charge of our destiny. The only limitations are our imaginations.

Metaphysical Rei-Ki Soul-Full

We are all the Christ-al

Christ Consciousness

What’s the point to everything? Is there a point to anything? This question seems arbitrary once ONE realizes, it’s all a crystal (Christ-al). A Christ-al weaving the cosmic web of innate connections. Spanning across all dimensions and forming the foundation for threads of choices and events marked by what we perceive as time. Divided by a concept we perceive as space.

Is time relative? What is time relative to? Is everything then relative to time? Well again, this seems arbitrary once one realizes it is neither relative or unrelated, it is the union of both as we use analytical mindsets to box up the Christ-al and say it is only best understood by deductive reasoning.

Without logic is feeling, with feeling is healing. You cannot logically fathom our connection with the universe, with the spirit, the Christ-al… you can only Feel it once you close your eyes. Faith only may happen without seeing, falling into the unknown willingly to trust in the unfolding of the universe. As the flowers in spring bloom, we each have our own roles to play in the game of Life.

You are the spirit, the same spirit flowing within flows without. We are each the same spirit, playing a game of hide and go seek with itself, pretending like it doesn’t remember the spirit created this game in the first place. We are the Christ-al spirit expressing itself as a human for a little while. To utterly love the idea of love and using the innate humor to allow healing laughter. For we are ignorant to think we are disconnected, we are separate, not a part of the same whole. We are ignorant to think the Spirit doesn’t have humor.

The illusory aspect of life is rooted in our own ignorance to the connections and stems from the assumption that ALL of thIS not an intricate cosmic web, all points thread together as reflections of the light emanating from Christ-al. Everything’s the point and yet nothing is the point. The whole point is to connect the points; a point may be a sharp edge or… a period in a sentence, a place in space, a pause between thoughts… Being the Christ-al allows you the space and time to accept you are THE cosmos.

When we question the world around us, we question ourselves. We are the world around us as much as we are a whole world within. So what’s the point in leaving the point you’re in for another point when they’re is no disconnect, all points are already connected in the first place? What’s the point in being anything other than present in this moment, the only one there is?

Wherever we manifest the illusion of our “problems,” we give those thoughts life and we create those problems, they didn’t exist before our perception of them. And how do you know it’s a problem in the first place that needs to be solved or fixed? Our ignorance perpetuates through our egos as the tendency to overlook the possibility, we are exactly where we are because we are exactly where we need to be. As Lao Tzu quoted, The Sage does not hurry yet all is accomplished.

Patience takes patience to learn, inherently we have anxiety. This anxiety arises from the fear that one of the opposites will cancel out the other one. Yet, Order arises from Chaos, Crisis must occur for change to follow, the fluidity of life undergoes intereference when try to control the crest and trough of the wave or when the wave hits, rather than understanding you are the wave and if you go with the flow then it is the path of least resistance.

When identifying a problem in order to look for the solution, we go through series of analytical approaches and questions, we look to arrive at an answer through a series of as logical soliloquy’s. (Log/os= Greek for “reason”) We use our words to describe indescribable things and we use our words to say what we think people want to hear, rarely do we ever share the raw inexplicable reality of honesty, with self or other.

When a word is used to describe something, it’s spelling casts a spell. When a spell is cast, it has a price to pay for both the one giving and receiving, for… even the road to hell is paved with good intentions. And…even witches may be bewitched by their own words. We pay a price for the spelling of words and our actions can shed light on or contradict everything we ever enchanted or spellbound on OurSelves and others.

Using words and their spelling to feel superior whilst also perceiving self/other as inferior as we spend our mortal lives breaking free from the consequences of our actions by saying the other is responsible. We are the victims of the world, not creators, not heroes. We plug into this societal matrix of you’re empty and not whole, so you must consume stuff or feel empty. As we consumer rather than create, the emptiness grows because feeding the symptom is not healing the cause. And if we don’t have enough, well then fuck… we’re a victim to society’s praying of the weak and unfortunate because we are less than.

These re-actions fuel the idea of being a victim rather than also being the antagonist and hero in our stories. Spells are cast to change how we want to BE, binding ourselves wITh words as chains and boxes. Then break free once we REALize we deserved this freedom from these bonds all along, we are in charge of our Destination Destiny. Then one day, something shifts… we wake up in an illusion of feeling “less than,” driving us to then curse OurSelves as a means to punish and dis-sociate by forging more chains in our heart-fire… and building different boxes to sabotage self. Feeling naked we then go on to repackAGE our mind as a skin encapsulated ego— and the wheel turns, and the wheel turns, and we are all bound to the wheel.

Let’s use the sleep-wake cycle as an example of the nature of waking up spiritually.
When we go to sleep, we must always wake up in order to go back to sleep, go back to sleep in order to wake up. Yet, when we wake up we still may be sleeping in a spiritual sense.
When we become en-light-ened we wake up to our own ignor-ance and sometimes we may go back to sleep when the light gets dim or our minds and spirits feel dark and heavy again. We will then wake up again once we REALize this ignor-ance has de-natured our minds through some crisis. Through crisis we change, we do or DiE, and its ironic our ego actually dies in order for us to be reborn.
This PRO-cess allows cycles of insanity of being spiritually asleep to envelope and de-nature our minds in order to only be INserted back to nature by nurturing OURself by nature ITself.

When we wake up as Empaths, feeling more like Ourselves, some of us start feeling what it feels to be the Other. Being an empath is about innately activating your ability to pierce the veil, it is not an egotistical box to be limited by or differentiated from; you are One, the Immortal God, and the health our OurSelves depends on the wealth of health withIN and withOUT both Us and Other. Feeling the feelings of Other is not something that can be solved because it’s the SOULotion.

To see, is to know what it felt like when you were at once blind. To BE means you understand there are polarity to being, one or other, and you have also been DEceiving by only BE-IN-G one and not the other. You cannot BE anything within the dual-IT-y, you ARE the IT. Anxiety stems from the fear that ONE of these opposites WILL CANCEL out the OTHER. To be AT-ease is to overcome DIS-ease. In order to see the light, you must also have seen the dark. But Do we really see the dark or are we seeing the absence of light?

A being of light and love is also to be a being of shadows and hate, for it is both the presence of light and the interference, which is what allows the apparition of a shadow in the first place.
As we become en-light-ened we see this shadow in Self before we see it in Other, and we choose to hide it in the niche between light and dark, the gray of the shadows, in order to not be judged or dis-sociated.

As Egos we play dress up with consuming whilst coalescing as masks and play our roles for all to see. As Shakespeare said, The whole world is a stage, so when yourself or other come along and present as naked, it can be rather attractive and raw.
Yet, is the naked and rawness of it, not itself, a facade?

To go to the depths of digging into the mud for the lotus in order to help it make its way OUT IN nature, is to choose to dive into uncharted waters, to silently cut away at the SELF behind the clay workings and spellbound nature of the mask, to decipher the world between the worLds — the playwriting of the script and to say the LotUS cannot do it AL-ONE. The journey as an innate healer is we choose to allow space for growth, to accept both self and other, because we are ONE. When I judge you, I judge myself, and when you feel lost and dis-connect-ed, it is because we choose to not connect in the first place. You are the ONE, the immortal god, not merely a ghost in a machine. There is no mirror if no ONE is there to look back at it. The reflection is the whole purpose of the mirror. And the whole purpose of Self is to as-simulate with Other. So when you left to go find your Higher self, did you leave your lower selves behind? To say one is higher is to say there is a separation in the first place, one high, one low, more than one self, rather than ONESELF.

There is no smoke cast over the mirrors, only fire, air, water, earth and metal from which all illusions arise from. The ghost in the machine wants you to feel disconnected, from mINdfulness of the intricacies of the webs we weave as BE-IN-G-OD. We are more than skin encapsulated egos and anytime we feel like we may be “more than,” we form ways to punish OurSelves thinking were not worthy and choose pain over pleasure. We are angels and demons, and when our angel feels DE-cieved by the demons, the dark passengers hiding in the shadows withIN want to make themselves known withOUT and coax us to do unspeakable things in the name of finding love for OurSelf because we cannot trust Others. What about Other can we not trust? Are we here to attach to nature or to detach from socIety?

Are we not also here to find it within our heart, our bridge between matter and spirit? Because in order to love self, we begin by practicing loving other. And one form of love a healer accepts, is sacrifice. Even healers need healers, even heroes need heroes. Sacrifice to me is, giving as receiving. When you give you receive, when you sacrifice you give for the sake of giving, for the sake of loving. Loving partially, without abandoning anyone. Loving unconditionally. Unconditional love is to love beyond conditions, to irrevocably understand the innate connections with all and understand if we conditionally love someone else, we are only selectively loving ourself.

How do we love beyond conditions? How do we choose to love both ourself and other wholeheartedly and free of judgement? We re-member why we are here. We are here TO LOVE. We are here to re-member Rei-Ki.